| you stupid..STUPID PEOPLE...stupid. i'm telling you right now.. |
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| 10:26am 09/11/2005 |
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mood:  PISSED THE FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!! music: fall out boy
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what the fuck do i do to you people?!?!?!?! FUCKING DRAMA QUEENS/KINGS/CROSSDRESSERS FUCK YOU ALL.
i am NOT APART OF THIS FUCKING PHONE CALL BULLSHIT. YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE FUCKING WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND I KNO YOUR FUCKING SECRET...
I kno who did it, i kno who knows and you will have it in return.
so fuck YOU...FUCK YOU..
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| new SN update... |
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| 01:33am 08/11/2005 |
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for the many of you who havent switched my LJ name yet... all my updated posts are now at www.livejournal.com/users/tiredofbeinxme
add that one instead of this one. |
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| 12:04am 13/10/2005 |
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scott please pick up the phone...i have a simple question.. |
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| NEW LIVEJOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| 08:56am 11/10/2005 |
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i had to do it. i've had this livejournal since i was in 8th or 9th grade..sorrie for the inconvinience......too many old memories that have died off and i really really needed the change..i hope you understand..neways..new name is:
www.livejournal.com/users/tiredofbeinxme
add it please!!! |
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| no body fucking loves me on here |
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| 11:40pm 10/10/2005 |
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fuck you guys...
last night was funnie as hell. me, natasa, n ashly perchy went out to 26 n vandyke at big johns or apple johns...johnny appleseed..there we go lol for a haunted house thing n it closed as we were goin in. :( soooo we jus sat around the fire with the actors at 12:30 in the morning lol :) dorks.
can't wait til WEDNSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! story of the fucking year babie!!!!
can't wait til thursday too!! AND saturday!!!!!!! :) love you darling |
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| 11:37pm 09/10/2005 |
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happie six months to me n scottie.... . . . . .damn that's a while.. . . usually we'd be broken up about this time...give it another month, then it will be a record.. :) love you babe.. |
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| 12:10pm 08/10/2005 |
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i'm so horrible right |
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| who needs money....ME... |
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| 01:57am 07/10/2005 |
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ok tonight was wonderful again. me n scott talked in my car and in his room. i love our talks. then we had a frusterating money situation...i jus narrowed it down to bringing money to his school before work tomorrow.
LARRY I AM MAILING THE ENVOLOPE TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! jus cross out your addie with the sharpie i put in it and rewrite mine next to the crossed out part...reglue the tab shut again after shoving the pillow in it and write "return to sender" on it somewhere...thanks a bunch..u kno my cell if you need me darlin..
STORY OF THE FUCKING YEAR ON THE 12TH WIT ASHLEY... i'm so fucking excited.... |
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| I HATE YOU |
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| 02:08am 05/10/2005 |
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mood:  relieved
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so i'm going to give katie, kiva, and tonya about 11-12 bags of fucking clothes and shoes that i never wear!! i just went thru my shit and threw anything that i didnt wear anymore in the bags. i dont care, and didnt care anymore if i liked it or not. i am getting to the point where i havent any more room in my closet, and it was full of shit i DONT EVER LOOK AT!!! so fuck you clothes!!!! i dont need you!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| i'm so in love with you boy |
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| 12:14am 05/10/2005 |
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mood:  bouncy music: a fire inside.. . . .
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I came here by day
But I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
Now...it is silver and silent
It is silver and cold
You in somber resplendence...I hold.
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As your rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer,
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one
Light...like the flutter of wings
Feel your hollow voice rushing
Into me...as your longing to sing
So I...I will paint you in sliver
I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as...I sink.
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one now
Your sins into me
As your rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer,
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one
(Cold in life's throws)
I fall asleep for you
(Cold in life's throws)
I only ask you turn away
Oh my beautiful one now
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As your rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer
And I'll beg for forgiveness
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one |
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| 11:03pm 03/10/2005 |
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scott's homecoming was saturday night. it was really nice. i didnt see anyone that i didnt want to see, and i wasnt all worried about anything. the only thing that i didnt like was a nasty face coming up to the window. but anyways...MY BOYFRIEND and i matched so well. it was cute lol. we took pics so when i get paid friday i'll develope the cameras. and the ones from when me n ash went on our suprise adventure to the U.P..
a lot of hurt this week, but a lot that is making up for it. i love you. |
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| 01:13am 30/09/2005 |
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the most horrible pain. heart pain, emotionally. am i good enough?
out of all people. of what happened to you, why? why why why...
it is the most unbearable pain :'( |
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| tell me....what is the first thing that comes to your mind after you read this... |
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| 02:23am 29/09/2005 |
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mood:  shocked music: swallow the knife..story of the year
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I could see the moon hung high in the sky, and the mocking grin on his face.
I know he was looking straight at me, perched high in my lonely place.
His voice floated down through the crisp night air, and I thought I heard him say: "It's too bad my boy, It's an aweful shame that you have to go this way."
This chlled my heart and I shuddered with fear, for i knew he was right as right could be.
It was then that my skin began to crawl, and I thought "what I'd give to be free!"
Your face came back to me, then like a flash I remembered the touch of your lips.
I remembered th beautiful color of your hair, your eyes, and the touch of your finger-tips.
Then I cursed myself and tore my hair, for I knew I'd been wrong from the start.
I'd thrown away every chance I'd had, and finally broken your heart.
My grief was of that special kind, that only to men, when they reach the end of a lonesome road and see what could have been.
I cried as I thought of the people outside, who were happy and honest and free.
And I knew that not even the lowest one would care to trade places with me.
Cold sweat broke out on my forehead now, and my scalp felt tight and drawn.
What could I do to escape my fate? The electric chair at dawn?
I seized the bars and shrieked and waited, like a soul who is lost in Hell.
But, the only voice that answered me, was the midnight toll of a bell.
--Alexander James Donnelly
Alex wrote this for me while he was in jail. i just recently recieved it. |
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| 11:05pm 27/09/2005 |
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who ever that was, the password has been changed. that was assholish to do |
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| SWIMMING!! |
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| 12:31am 27/09/2005 |
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so i didnt write about friday fuckin night. it was amazing....so we wanted a getaway. if you wanna kno, then ask, but it was wonderful :) |
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| 03:13pm 26/09/2005 |
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lemme tell you one fuckin thing boi......
keep runnin your shit and he'll put your jaw back in place for you |
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| 10:08pm 25/09/2005 |
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I'M SO FUCKING PISSED AT YOU DANIEL ROBERT MICHON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| The Notebook ... pg. 16 |
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| 10:56pm 24/09/2005 |
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mood:  grateful
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"...the first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever, and no matter how hard you try, the feelin' never goes away." |
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| what is love? |
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| 10:34am 23/09/2005 |
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A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle.
Girl: Slow down. Im scared
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself Its bugging me.
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that his breaks broke but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
... If there's anyone you love this much post this again.. . .. |
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